Tuesday Tidbits

It’s a little disconcerting, this feeling of being cut off from the people I love. But, it’s probably more my fault than theirs. I could go to what’s left of our Church, not socialize, not sing, look like a fool and pretend that I’m helping others by wearing the mask placebo. That’s not worship though and it’s not Godly. I haven’t reached that level of desperation yet. For now, I pray, a lot. And I refuse to walk in lock-step with the hysteria that’s quickly turned into fascism gripping the Nation, nay, the world. Fear is a disease. It’s deadly. It’s even contagious. Fear is paralyzing like a sickness. Fear causes illness. Fear causes death. Fear is not from God.

Sometimes I still feel like I’m that little 10 year old child cowering in the corner with the tight-lipped, determined face with balled up fists waiting to ward off the first blow or ugly words. I wouldn’t cry. Wouldn’t give him that satisfaction. I . just . got . angry. I don’t want to revisit those feelings. I’ve buried them in Christ and they need to stay there. What my father did was wicked. What we’re allowing Governments and Big Business to do is evil.

May God have mercy on their souls.

So here I sit. Waiting for the Resurrection, or the Insurrection, whichever comes first. I’m ready.

8 thoughts on “Tuesday Tidbits

  1. Hoping I am able to post this morning. I am sorry you arent able to attend your church but glad you found another where you can worship with other believers. This ‘thing’ has got to end – one way or the other and soon.

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    1. Hey, you made it here!! YAY! Your comments always brighten my day.
      You’re right, God is very, very, VERY good. He taketh away and He giveth. 🙂
      I will end … after the election. We’ll all just hold on until after that.
      Praying for you. Keep looking up my friend! Jesus is coming soon!
      Love & Prayers ❤

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    1. War is such an awful thing. I pray it doesn’t go that route, but, we’re both ready (I hope) if it does.
      Thanks my friend. You’re friendship means so much to me. God bless to you all. 🙂 ❤

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  2. Facebook jail, oh dear, I know it’s not funny, but in a way it’s hilarious. The world is upside down. Fear is something to really fight against, isn’t it? When this all started, I admit to losing a lot of sleep because of anxiety, I prayed and sang my way through. Sometimes it creeps up on me still, but it all boils down to: do I believe that God has planned all things for my very best? Yes, I do.
    Della

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    1. Yes, I agree, God has all this and us in the palm of His hands and I trust Him. This has been a real learning experience for me, though. I hope I’ve grown through it to His glory. Thanks for stopping by! Keep looking up. ❤

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  3. You would like my Pastor – you are echoing his thoughts, and I agree. We have been meeting in person for some time… singing and not wearing masks, and no one has gotten sick. Thanks for sharing this!

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    1. Interestingly, today, we’ve learned that *** 4 more elderly in our masked, social distancing Church have Covid-19 ***, and they’re not doing well. One is in Hospital. Meanwhile, in our maskless, handshaking, hugging Church with elderly attending, no one is ill.
      Hmmmmm ….

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